ThE bEgInNiNg

A new beginning with a new year. would not have got a better start than this. conquering all your fears just to see a person sounds strange but yes it indeed is true. i sometimes go to the flashback just to recall how it all happened, but there is no such thing that helps me to get the answers i am looking for.. 

this life never turned out to be more perfect than what it is now. definitely there are flaws, things that i don't want but still his presence just washes them all off. Every single day passing with him by my side is making this life of mine more beautiful and meaningful. Before meeting him i always thought what if falling in love even had some traffic lights. So that i would know when i should go for it, when i have to slow down and when i should just stop. The biggest risk in this life is falling for someone.. you never know whether you'll be loved back in turn or you would just be treated like other people in this world. Yes he dint catch my eye right away i wont deny this.. But once he did, i swear i couldn't look away. All i knew was i am not going to find anyone more perfect than him. 

Its unbelievable how the first thought i have in my mind when i get up in the morning is his. Thinking about what he would be doing? would he be thinking about me? how he taught me to live. How he gave me the wings to fly. How he just comforted me when i was going through the worst days of my life. It was because of him i learnt the fact that its not always about trying to fix something broken, may be its about starting over and creating something better. It was because of him i now know that eventually all the pieces will fall into places. Until then all i have to do is laugh at the confusion, live for this moment and just know that everything happens for a reason. Yes everything happens for a reason, i cried, regretted over my decisions, made myself suffer for the ones who did not deserve my presence in their lives. And just after i met him all the clouds of pain just disappeared. It was not a simple journey, had loads of ups and downs but allz well that ends well. i thank god for his generosity otherwise i would not have met such a wonderful person.